I wonder if it would be better if I hadn't told him. If I were a girl of action instead of self-preservation.

I don't even know who to talk to anymore.

Humans have an enormous capacity for evil... I've recently come to grips with mine.

The man I love is getting his tonsils removed tomorrow... I should not be worried about such a routine procedure. But I'm scared. I'm really scared.

Like to think of when I smoked my first cigarette...It was with my pedophile neighbor. I was 17 & really stressed. I love the things now. But don't ever smoke.

My family's small business is closing because of the economy. Don't tell me stimulus is too expensive. Don't tell me the economy is better...

The other side of me is taking over. And I can't stop it anymore. I'm worried about my future, about humanity.

I'm leaving this town, he might be leaving this town. I should get over him. I shouldn't cry myself to sleep over a man.

I keep having to tell myself I am not going to kill myself or anyone else... Myself is unconvinced.

Saying the things I want to say would be creepy. And I wouldn't be able to stand myself... But I guess I already can't.

I am utterly unprepared to be an adult and totally scared.

Hi, I'm Sandi, and I'm from an alternate dimension full of pure happiness and obscurely named junk... Your dimension just isn't cool enough.

If you picture the innocent version of her from our early high school years, these thoughts I'm having are downright sickening.

Since Al Qaeda hates gays so much, if u do 2, u should just abandon ur American lifestyle & b an idiot like them! I've got a pile of rocks & a couple ex gfs...

I've been dumping people because I don't really want them. I want him. And that's all there is. But he can't do that.

Almost ended my life earlier... The suicide note was mostly telling my family to exploit my suicide and use it to get on Oprah.

I bet my parents & siblings could get on Oprah if I kill myself... They should definitely exploit it if I do. I'm going to exploit all of their deaths...

I don't know that I can take this anymore.