I'll never make that deep connection. I can't. I don't exist beyond this. I'm just made to hurt and scorn. I'm good at it.

There is something really wrong with me. I don't know what it is. And if I did I probably couldn't fix it. I'm completely screwed. & I don't understand why.

"Pills can't fix an existential crisis." "Wanna bet?"

If u donate 2 the paypal Nailz1234@yahoo.com & help save a family's home, u'll b my new favorite person (which has it's benefits)... (Those being free hugs)

I try to be good. I help people who need help & try all I can... But I'm really a terrible person & I can't change it.

Dear boys, stop being so cute, I'm not going for that right now. Love, Sandi

Must convince myself I'm gay so I don't flirt with boys... Ahh, struggle! :(