Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Shy People Suck

I hate when shy people are upset or hurt by something. Because they don't/won't say that something is wrong, even if they hate you.

Like my friend Steven. He never speaks up for himself & is usually quiet and agreeable.

But I constantly feel like he hates me or thinks some of the things I believe are stupid.
If he read that, he would insist that it was not true even if it were. It is awesome that he cares and is a people-pleaser, but when he won't speak his mind, it makes me worry.

I should not be so tantalized by one friend, but I am. I need people to tell me when they are bothered (whine if you must). You needn't tell everyone else if you are shy, but please stop mentally tormenting me.
Not just Steven. The world. Other friends.
Secrets cause cancer.

Crisis averted!

I told the lady I didn't want it, she said that it wasn't my choice, but told me to talk to my mom.

I told my mom I had gotten it, they all got vaccinated. I still have my paper...

I have no rights, but am very sneaky. Hooray!

Swine Flu Vaccination and Why it is Bad

The vaccine many people are so ready to inject into their fragile bodies is made with the dead virus. This vaccine, which is being used on infants, contains ingredients such as mercury and is perfectly comparable to the 1976 vaccine that caused paralysis and a slew of other serious problems.

Worse, we are giving it to billions of people untested!

This vaccine could cause swine flu instead of stop it, it could cause permanent paralysis and it could kill people!

The Baxter Drug company is still distributing this vaccine, dispite the risks. And they are making a ton of money. They recieved a short-term patent on the vaccine. a look at this patent should tell any sane person to avoid this vaccine like the plague:
“Suitable adjuvants can be selected from mineral gels,
aluminum hydroxide, surface active substances, lysolecithin,
pluronic polyols, polyanions or oil emulsions such as water in
oil or oil in water, or a combination thereof. Of course the
selection of the adjuvant depends on the intended use.
E.g. toxicity may depend on the destined subject organism
and can vary from no toxicity to high toxicity.”

It allows for a dangerously high toxicity. The adjuvant called MF-59 Contains SQUALENE, a chemical known to cause Lupus, Multiple Sclerosis
Rheumatoid Arthritis, and immune issues. MF-59 killed 13 out of 14 animals on which it was tested. It is not approved by the FDA for use. And yet this vaccine, containing this banned ingredient, is approved for use on our children! The future generation of our planet is being subjected to destructive chemicals and drugs that can and will cause them to be disabled.

With our economy going down the drain we cannot afford to lose the workers of tomorrow to a deadly and untested vaccine similar to the anthrax vaccine used on Vietman soldiers (who are now suffering because of the vaccine).

Think this over, what is in the vaccine?
1. Virus
2. MF-59, a drug that weakens the immune system and caused disease.
3. Mercury, a chemical that forms precipitates in the brain and destroys brain tissue, leading to all sorts of mental and sensory problems and often death in younger individuals
4. Aluminum - shown to cause Alzheimer's and toxicity


This virus will do what the anthrax virus did to our veterans - it will cause ALS, Lupus, Transverse Myelitis, Blindness and other problems. It will turn a healthy person into a sick one. It will destroy our children and our elderly and it will not protect us from swine flu or any other virus that comes along.

Violence is bad

Care to guess why?
Before you give me WWJD or 'because God said so' or 'because Jesus never punched anyone in the face,' let's think with logic:

1. It causes bodily harm. Bodily harm is bad.
2. It is not refined. Unless you are a master fencer, what you are doing is ugly. There is no honor in hitting or shooting or bombing.
3. Police involvement generally hinders you later in life.
4. Karma, Man! You reap what you sow. And you sowed getting your butt kicked.
5. An act of violence takes more energy than any of its productive counterparts. And let's face it, you need all that energy for other things, like procreation, or making new blood if you bleed out (which brings me back to bodily harm)

5 good reasons.Do with them what you will/won't

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Bonfire Fun

The band bonfire was awesome...
I learned to dance from Daniel Fernandez...
That's really it.
I love how he can dance and have fun with no worries as to what other people think of his bizzare dancing.

One day, my friend, you will be a street performer.
The band season ends as it begins: firey (starting with band camp, ending with the fire)

The band bonfire is for fun, friends, and setting our props aflame. We had an amazing time and now band is foreves gone.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

My mother just told me that I brag too much.
If only she knew how I really felt! If she knew how much I hate myself most of the time she would be glad I could smile and say positive things - even if I know those things are false.

The modern parent either needs to be more aware of their kids' feelings/life... Or less condescending.

It is too late for my parents, but hopefully this next generation parents do not turn out like my mother.