I am on the brim of something horrible and I feel like jumping over the edge.

Am I a horrible person? Someone give an honest answer already...

If I blow out my brains, I think that would make everything stop. It would be cowardly & selfish, but it would all stop.

The secret to never having a fight is to never talk to each other & regard the other with mild indifference. It makes you suicidal, but you won't fight.

Someone destroy the part of the brain making me feel the wrong things. Even if I have to feel nothing, this is wrong.

I believe in Love. I really do. I also realize that it is a total bitch that will fuck you then shit in your face & somehow leave you looking like the skank.

In love with my boyfriend's best friend... How are you?