I wonder if it would be better if I hadn't told him. If I were a girl of action instead of self-preservation.

I don't even know who to talk to anymore.

Humans have an enormous capacity for evil... I've recently come to grips with mine.

The man I love is getting his tonsils removed tomorrow... I should not be worried about such a routine procedure. But I'm scared. I'm really scared.

Like to think of when I smoked my first cigarette...It was with my pedophile neighbor. I was 17 & really stressed. I love the things now. But don't ever smoke.

My family's small business is closing because of the economy. Don't tell me stimulus is too expensive. Don't tell me the economy is better...

The other side of me is taking over. And I can't stop it anymore. I'm worried about my future, about humanity.